Someone who should care for me and stand by me aint here to do so.
Instead someone who i din expect will care for me and offer help did so.
I wanna thank you fer all the support & help you have given.
Yesterday i thought about it after someone passed somethin to me.

I realised I was disappointed with him. Fer not being here for me when i needed him.
Of course, You could say that he din know anything about what happened to me, so therefore he couldn't be here for me. But i'm really sick of finding wacko excuses on behalf of him in order to give myself hope. I should say, false hope. I'm tired of it. I'm sick of it. I'm fcuking sick.

[Evanescence-Missing]

Please, please forgive me,
But I won?t be home again.
Maybe someday you?ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you?ll say to no one:
"isn?t something missing?

"You won?t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn?t something missing?
Isn?t someone missing me?

[chorus]
Even though I?d be sacrificed,
You won?t try for me, not now.
Though I?d die to know you love me,
I?m all alone.
Isn?t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won?t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"isn?t something missing?
Isn?t someone missing me? "

[chorus]

And if I bleed, I?ll bleed,
Knowing you don?t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn?t something missing?
Isn?t something...

[chorus]