i'm sick of hearing myself tear and whine.
i'm sick of the loneliness.
i'm sick of feeling my heart sink to the bottom when i see couples, happily holding hands, oblivious to all.
i'm sick of everything.
i'm 50% sick of messaging you and not receiving your reply.
my 3 yrs single thingy is coming true.

walking zombie i am for the past 4 mths.
all my laughs.
it's fake.