I AM DAMN PISSED.

WHOEVER YOU WHO LOOKS AT MY BLOG.

AND LEAKED OUT SHENGHAO THINGS..

SAYING ITS FROM MY DAMN BLOG..

WHATEVER.. SHIT YOU..

I LOCKED MY PASSWORD BECAUSE I WAN TO HAVE SOME PRIVACY..

WHATEVER FREAKY THINGS I BLOGGED ABOUT..

I DONT WANT OTHERS TO FREAKING KNOW..

MY LIFE.. MY THOUGHTS.. I DONT WAN I DONT WAN PEOPLE TO KNOW..

DO U FREAKING UNDERSTAND?

AND BECAUSE I SET MY PASSWORD, PEOPLE SAY I ACT DAO. PEOPLE SAY I KEEP BLOG FOR WHAT IF I WANT TO SET A PASSWORD.

BUT DO U KNOW. THERE ARE ALOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE I DONT WANT FREAKING PEOPLE TO KNOW.

CAN YOU JUST FREAKING RESPECT MY DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN PRIVACY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NVM I'M GONNA DELETE THIS FARKED UP BLOG.

Stage 4? Last?

She's in stage 4 of cancer. I wonder if that's the last stage?

But stangely, Doctor seemed to have confidence in making her well again. Chris Goh did not say anything like, "She only have blah blah blah to live..."

Radiotherapy this wednesday. Heard that it's laser type, and not injections type. That's a huge relief. But the symptons are going to be the same as chemo therapy i think. Vomitting and mouth ulcers, hair loss etc.

Chris Goh said she's recovering at a fast speed. =]

I have learnt to cook a few dishes and i'm proud of myself! :)

Projects make me MAD!

Rushed home to do Charlene's part of her Lesson Plan.

It's freak alright? I have to help her do her freaking part when it's supposed to be her duty? The whole project looks as though it was just me and Jean's project. We did most of the work, and not forgetting Ivan too. He contributed superb and efficient powerpoints when we asked for it. In a very short time, He can produce splendid work too. I under-estimated his ability to be honest. I thought he was the kind of guy who slacked around and a free rider. He has proven me wrong. :)

Jean helped Char to elaborate the training objectives too. She'll be printing the report, and compiling it by tonight. Thanks girl for your wonderful printer and your help! *lots of laughter* You're the best!

Though we often had disagreements when we do projects, and often feel like strangling each other, But it's also very true that we make up very soon after each disagreement. I will voice out my unhappiness and she will do so too. Where to find such a good sister?

Mum's going for therapy sessions on Wednesday. I heard those therapy sessions make hair drop, make your mouth have ulcers. It's really terrible. Her bandage on her thigh is removed today. Her wound is still on the process to recovery, where you can see the inner flesh.

I think i disturbed her when i went in without notice to talk to her cos she had her hands clutched into prayer like shape.

I'm starting to feel more hopeful about the situation. It's important to let her know more about Jesus i know.

Btw, ShengHao treated me, Jean and Nicholas to pizza today. Went to Bukit Timah for a pizza treat. Nicholas was a huge eater, while me and Jean ate 2 and 1/4 pizzas each. Was teasing SH all the way about "Because you're worth it" - His supposedly crush. Found out that he kneeled down and ask his ex gf to be his gf at Mt Faber. Me and Jean was like SHOCKED! I would have jumped down right from Mt Faber if ever a guy do this in front of me. It will be so embarrassing! Luckily SH doesn't have my blog add and pw! :)

Everyday. A hectic lifestyle.The clock never stops ticking away.

I miss 4/3 guys anfd girls!

I'm so much looking forward to the steamboat gathering, which is happening next saturday with the 4/3 guys and girls. Really so much looking forward to it. Was telling Jack the last time when we went out as a whole damn group was in nov 2004.

I'm missing Shun Xing, Jack, Jie Wei, Sin Min, Jessie, Pekhar, Peixuan, Qian Hui, Katherine, Jialing so muchie! I miss my clique. I remember the guys rolling their eyes whenever I told them of my talk cock sing song tale, I'm the Mediacorp Ahjie.

Nevertheless, they still did when i told them over MSN just now. Shun Xing was like -_-""

But one bizzare question is, Why are we always eating steamboat whenever we gather? Weird uh?

My brother has been talking on the phone very often these few days. With a girl. *smirk* I hope he gets himself a girlfriend soon. So when he actually brings the girlfriend home, I can act like I'm the boss of the household and she can wash my feet for me. Wait wait, Wasn't that supposed to happen in Cinderella story? I was just joking. Really hope he can get himself a girlfriend. :)

Justine is entering the Infantry Regiment this coming friday. Good luck my brudder!

Speaking of Justine, i never fail to speak of Kelvin Yap. *schmiles!* He fell into the drain when we were at Jessie's chalet a few years back! He was like, still waving goodbye even when one of his leg was inside the drain. You should have seen it! The moment i saw it, I turned my back immediately and tried to hide my evil laugher. Laughed all the way from chalet till I reach Choa Chu Kang MRT. :-D

Project mates are messaging me regarding the project. Stressed all over again.

Man against Time.

24 hours. How much can i do in 24 hours?

I have been trying so hard to fit everything i wanted to do inside my one day schedule. But obviously, it still isn't enough to cover it all. Managing the household chores is enough, just enough to tire me out. Bathing the dogs is tiring, especially with 2 dogs around. Taking them down for a walk is even tiring. I'm more like the 'dog' who is taken down for a walk instead.

Lately, stress has been slowly building up in me. And the defensive wall in me, is slowly wearing out.

Tons of projects. Tons of stuff to study. Tons of household chores to do.

Flare at Pearly just now. I admit i'm too bad tempered at times. But you know what's the frigging answer she gave me when i ask her if she can help me with a teenie weenie small part of the business plan I was supposed to do for International Business? Xing Ling and myself are doing the business plan, but can't she at least help since it's her project too?

Cindy: Could you help me with the "keys to success" part of the business plan because i've been rushing this project which is due on tues and i realise i'm tight with time.
Pearly: I have a project due on tues too.

That was her answer.

Cindy : Wah you say until like IB not your project. Nvm nvm.

I can't explain or define the amount of fire i had inside me. Talking about it just makes me more irritated.

Anyway, bought this cookbook from Popular yesterday while I was buying a new assessment book for Janelle. Simple but yet delicious dishes. Will try cooking soon, and i'll upload pictures of it yea?

Training Development Project is 90% completed. Needs compilation.
Finished studying for Industrial Relation Test.
International Business's business plan is 50% completed.
Meeting Claryn, Pearly and Xing Ling online for IB discussion @ 630pm.

I'm tired with school.